by the fan

went blew through my hair

winds had me scared as the pillow

i put my head on laid bare

from just last night the summer

came and went and yet i was still

thinking of last fall when the leaves

tap danced into a rhythm all of there own

why was i looking out of the window

when the window was closed and locked

but yet i could see the turn of the moon

eyeing me like it was a old relative or friend?

i feel comfortable now and i still

never bought a air conditioner neither

easy way

down a road across the street

swinging to the hip and swinging

to the curb and what must have been

a world with no storms and a world with no

sunshine

wanted to solve a problem and didn't have

a understanding why i couldn't

break the ice of something that

was far more complex

give me a sign and a map

but instead i'd rather take a nap

yeah dreaming and day-dreaming

is a better solution than going through

the motions

when you called me

whom was it for and what did it mean

i asked and didn't have a message to say

i was caught off guard by your emotions

hadn't occured to me that you were truly in

something with me that the planet hadn't

heard come from my mouth and yet

you were there

talked to you all night and begged for your return

the next day and yet i felt i missed on telling you

how i felt and what it meant during those hours,minutes

and seconds

Cafe Jazz

music played and sandwiches were sprayed

bread lay on it's belly and all the Mayo is smooth out

like a ultra wave perm and sunny happy up

sitting down and enjoying the freshness of lemonade

straw is cool to my lips and the blue sky

is smiling down upon me like nothing else

is within sight and i can hog the spotlight

no swing and no jive as i move my feet

to a table and could care less that a outdoor

Fly is trying to make a move on my plate

all i say is the food is sho good

but the atmosphere is all smooth

deep conversation

what is your eating habbits like tonight?

your last meal told me that you were in search

of being able to grow stronger, but not all the Proteins

are willing to corperate when they are needed and sometimes

the brain can't capture what the soul and blood seek out to flow

Properly

so i jump back and forth and ask myself why must i continue

to hear myself talk and not answer the fill in the blank parts?

well genius, where has your brain gone when nothing is making sense

and no other voice acknowledges your growth from where you were

yesterday?

From the Grave

now everybody loves you and wants you

when you are alive where are the joys

and smiles to greet you?

what happens to happy birthday

happy day that you are alive

what happens glad to see you

and thankful your being

a voice from beyond

scares you and why is that?

is it because you couldn't be Human

when a Soul was near and close to you?

if you had another chance

with that soul what would you say?

ways of you

depends on me, depends on you

money matters and universe

says what i shall earn

then i point back to a time

when our visions came on a crash course

running to the beach and the sand

sweeps across our feet

and what is the wind beneath us

that makes us step above the grounds

and place foot print on down?

went left,went right

in the center

your brain becomes a weapon

of choice and where it is headed

only last night's sleep will know

thank you stars

for representing my flag

heroes then and now

glory reaches and the eyes are feeling

the warmth and soul

stories then and now are still told

what made you stand out

what brought out the warrior

to protect the unknown?

marching in unison

bringing forth the spirit

another night like day

bring me back to a reign

that champions my journey

we are all thankful for our soliders

Suddenly

voices no longer scream at you

no longer are you the poster child of what is wrong

with the whole world and the surroundings

what made you not dream when it appeared

others were bringing forth nightmares

when did the stars not become a galaxy of one

but everybody wanted to tell you how the earth

should spin and how you should respond

what becomes of your wishes from now on?