American Music Awards

tonight is the AMA' s and while the show hasn't meant a whole lot to me in many a year, i find myself still watching it and yet i don't even seem to care and yet i want to care. nowadays there are more ways to get music and more ways to find it and explore it,etc.. but i find myself just listening to older things or just listening to the radio for the standard fare just to keep up more than anything that i would buy. now i hear some cool songs here and there and i also like some things,but overall i moonwalk over so much that is out. my mood is about hearing the right kind of song or songs. but i still watch for performances and whatnot. the award shows in truth haven't moved me in about 20 years. it was about the performance and who won what. then it became more about fashion and i guess to a point it was always a factor but i also know the music back then for me had more depth. but then again every era has had it's fair share of corn and not always buttered. but anyway i will listen and see how this show goes down because the music lover in me can't help myself that way.