if i was yesterday

if i was the know it all and sure the sun set on me

if i was the cold and didn't reflect what i needed to know

if i was the eyes that only my mirror could directly reflect from

if I was stuck in a time period and refused to acknowledge a movement

if was seriously lacking self-esteem and allowing imagery to be my motivation

if I was afraid of change and allowing myself to grow and expand my horzions

if I was shallow and didn't pay attention to details and warnings

if I became a early settler and didn't always see the big picture

but now I'm of today and want to get to tommorow